Monday, March 30, 2009

it's about time...

well. when your last post was about being happy that your team negotiated a tricky tie and then ended up with crappy (and that's being kind mind you) back-to-back results, you'd naturally want to take another break from blogging...

ok lah. i lied. i've just been lazy as usual without that many interesting things to write about. though, come to think of it, my boring little life has had a few injections of the odd moment out of the ordinary.

though really, seeing united lose 4-1 and 2-0 just plain sucks.

right. enough about football.

school's finally winding down. and honestly, just thinking about leaving the relatively comfortable and secure arms of academia and entering a new phase of life is pretty daunting. while i might have one more module than the rest of my classmates from bmcd1 0612a/m11 to go, i can't help but wonder where the road of life is going lead me next. especially when you factor in the reality and fear of today's current economic climate.

even without that scary thought of that horrible word, recession, there are so many questions going through my head. can i really graduate and go out there and do well in my job? what do i want to do? do i want to write? or do i want to use my voice? can i find something that suits my interests? or will i have to slog a while with something i don't quite like before finding something that's more me? or is something i cannot even start to comprehend waiting for me around the corner?

whatever the answer, the future is just as exciting as it is worrying. i guess all lil' ole me can do is get myself ready to meet this darn thing head on...

(and i'm starting to miss everyone already. =\)

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as most of you already know by now, i've become an immense fan of house. it's my new poison alongside bleach and the returning (and possibly last) season of transformers animated. hugh laurie is just insanely talented, especially when you realise that house and that airhead aristocrat george from blackadder are one and the same actor. caustic wit, great characters and holmesian style detective work with some very real philosophies wrapped up in the guise of a medical drama. house just plain rocks.

it's also bloody awesome that we share the same name.

on the other hand, it does make me wonder. is house just being house by being the manipulative, egoistic and sarcastic bastard that he is? or is it just a front for him to prevent himself from getting too involved with his patients? is it for the better that we make decisions we feel are right, everyone else's point of view be damned? or are relationships more important? is it better to be miserable so all that's left is up? or should we live life and be happy and leave ourselves open to disappointment and vulnerability?

whoever said tv was just trash that made your brain rot?

or maybe i just think too much.

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