a thought most horrifying...

sometimes, things are really a helluva lot more easier said than done.

thinking back about today has made me realise just how terrifying it must have been in my friend's shoes when i told him not to worry...

can you ever imagine what it's like to wake up the next morning and have a loved one tell that he or she can't remember who you are?

or would you recommend that loved one to undergo a treatment that could cure their illness or disorder, with the knowledge that they could just come out of it not forgetting everything about you?

i'm filled with nothing but respect for my friend for daring and caring so much.

but at the same time, it just sends an icy chill running down my spine.