bittersweet

ollie nailed it right on the head when i told him fabregas's 5 fantasy points were 5 points i didn't want. and that's exactly what this day has been for me.

i should be happy. i have a new lappy, which i got from mike for free. and it's a pretty decent lappy to boot. plus i'm free of exams and school for a month.

but the sucky paper (dammit, i can't believe i wrote so crappily for a paper that should've been oh so easy for me...) kickstarted the glum saturday and immediately after that, i got the news that yap passed away. sigh.

i guess i couldn't have done much about it, but still, these three letters have just haunted me all day long: w, h and y. yap was one of the better guys in the platoon and one of the guys i was closer to. i just can't believe he's gone...

damn it all.